What is a challenge you never want to face?

Last Updated: 01.07.2025 15:25

What is a challenge you never want to face?

Consistent doctor visits, heavy meds and for the span of over a year,

Sleepless nights, constantly changing positions, sleepy days, stuck to the bed, the urge to hide,

Medications that would put me to sleep and activate the dull me, the injections, the pain I accepted and got used to.

Ok, so this is a question seeking an answer to clear up whatever gymnastics are in my head. I'm a moderately attractive guy, sincere heart, genuinely looking to love another, established. Why don't women that I'm attracted to, want me back?

Sounds, loud music, banging doors, a ringing moblie phone, the early mornings I had to stuff my ears with earbuds because I couldn't bear the chirpings.

Happier, better and free is all I wanna be.

This time, when it finally goes, I never ever want to see it's face. I don't want to see faces of sympathy around me.

Why is Russia always right? All eyes toward Russian glory!

Anything but a bad me